Frozen in Thought
The mind went cold as it’s frozen in the state with that one last thought.
Nothing seems understandable, nothing makes sense anymore.
What people talk and talk to explain sense.
Why they’re trying so hard.
Why this person is coming close to me.
Doesn’t this one know that I have not had any.
No feeling, remorse or wish
To explore the realms unexplored.
Why they’re running behind a goal when I’m not ready to soar.
If spent time on me I can’t help it,
Because neither I asked nor that I want it.
You might have put your life at stake,
But hello, it's not my mistake.
You come and go,
But I see you physically, but nothing in my heart that I promise.
I'm living not because I want to prove to any,
But to myself that cowardice doesn't reside in me.
When you donate a penny, you don't dream to get your wish fulfilled.
So if you spend a word on me,
Don't expect anything in return from me.
I’ve been here since decades, and I don’t know before that how things did arrange, if any.
Like those mountains that climb, does the mountain pay a visit or climb on you?
They cheer to submit; in the same way, you visited me.
Life for me is not beyond a second,
So I plan nothing for the time is oblivion.
You cry, laugh or plead in front of me.
Remember I’m a mountain; everything is small in front of me.
I’m unforgiving to the cold or wind.
Similarly, I’m to you, whatever you have done it.
I’m not a nomad, gypsy or a sage in a forbidden land.
I stand my ground wherever I stand.
I don’t know what’s happening or what could happen.
I’m just frozen in my soul, heart and mind.
I don’t feel nothing at all except what I see; that’s all.
No connection, feeling good or ever afters.
I live in that one frozen thought that I can’t make it soft.
It’s not my mistake that I can say.
It’s neither anyone’s, nor our time, or circumstances.
It’s just that it was supposed to happen, and it happened because it was supposed to happen,
And that’s all I want to say.
